Lol, i don't think i was going to start blogging again after my whole crying incident! lol.. it feels so much better when you write down what you are thinking and what you are feeling! its like talking to a friend!
well, what have i been doing? well, i went into foster square on saturday.. was going around looking for suits to wear for my interview.. i didn't see anything that caught me eye. i wore my new shoes but were they killing me, i had to walk tip toe all around foster square.. i came back and my sock had blood on them! shoes are really deceiving!! they look so comfy but who could imagine them to be so painful!! mat was surprised when i showed him my blisters. he thought the shoes were just plain ol comfy! Lol...
I felt like a proper old english woman on saturday afternoon. judith had to do her laundry so i told her she can chill at my place till its done.. ended up serving her tea and biscuits. then i got a surprise call from sathish saying dat he is in bradford and was popping down to see me.. i was surprised and just didn't know what to do.. well, ended up giving him tea and biscuits as well and speaking to him for some time.. sunday was just sunday... time alwasy flies on a sunday especially when i am doing my telephone rounds.. its was so good to be using the phone.. i didn't use my phone to call people for two weeks cuz i ran out of my free minutes! lol.. will be conserving them this mont for a bit to last me a whole month... i lost track on what day we were on.. i thought it might have been mondya.. i have just been so busy.. yesterday was a full day as well.. didn't do any work but yeah.. had pharmacognosy practical in the morning. that was fun, i was doing the experiment with mitesh.. it was funny cuz i would ask him to do it first or he would ask me to do the step first.. we just did not want to mess up pur results and we both didn't know what we were doing.. it turned out right in the end.. i had a little help from my Phd friend! lol... good to have a bit of contacts here and there!!! Lol.. didn't go to body atack yesterday.. i cooked chicken burmese style yesterday.. it turned out pretty good but it was lacking a bit of coconut but it was allright... well, we shall not even start on today.. it has been such a long day.. i had to go for my professional development practical.. it was good today altough i always dread my next practical and its in 2 weeks time! Lol, i like my tutor though, she is really good and goes through everything and explains it all.. then went to do my washing.. the weather is just so cold outside and i have no more clean clothes to wear.. they are all dirty... then just had lunch and had enough time to go to my afternoon lectures.. felt so much like sleeping during lectures.. i think i might have dosed off a bit.... i fell asleep during my fridays lecture though.. the lecture room is so big and cosy that the lecturer won't be able to notice you sleeping anywaz.. lol, i am so bad!! its second semester and i am slacking so much! well, after lectures had come back and just chilled.. natasha had some optometry girls over and were just talking for a bit.. their not bad, the were all like mature students who were doing a second degree... chilleda bit with them and i had to drag myself to this societies meeting... didn't know the whole point of going there but i know that if we don't send two rep from baps, we get fined 5 pounds.. it was only int he basement so it was near the halls anyways... we girls decided to treat ourselved and went to lahores for a meal.. it was nice going as a block.. wanted biryani but then it did not taste as nice as i thought it would.. i guess we jnxed it cuz we have been wanting the biryani since september!!! i saw malaysia on one of the music videos.. it was a cheap way of going to malaysia.. it was so nice to see the familiar places and just knowing that thats your territory! Lol.. i know i am sad but i guess i am just a tad homesick at the moment.. i dunno why.. i think i am just going through a phase as usual.. anisha said i dunt get time to myself.. i think i should get some 'me' time and see how it goes.. feeling so tired and sleepy now.. the bed is calling to me saying 'come suba come' lol..
SubaG
11:49 pm
I don't even know the definition of emotionally unstable! Lol..I guess some days you are happy and don't have the care for the world and some days you are just so emotional dat everything seems to be so negative.. i guess i just had one of those days.. yesterday was such a nice day.. it started off with a tutorial and practical but i enjoy those tutorials.. you just write on acetates and do presentations.. i wore my new shoes i bought but it was raining so i think i migth have destroyed them! me and my impatience to wear new things.. lol.. fiza wanted to try strawberry flavoured shisha. matt had planned to go to arabian nights where they took me out on my birthday and we sat there talking and she had her shisha.. she was no impressed! Lol, same reaction with me as well when i first tried it! Lol.. Mat was showing us his tricks! Lol, i have never seen a guy with so much love in his eyes whenever he speaks about shisha! you just got to be there, you get absorbed into it as well! Lol.. Then at night we had the biggest shock ever, the results were out on the internet! we were meant to get it next week but it was out yesterday night.. i was so scared i started crying before i even took a look at my results! Lol, i know i am very very silly! I ended up feeling the opposside reaction the whole of today! i don't even know why i am feeling this way.. it just seems like everyone is against me or something is bound to go wrong.. i think cuz i haven't been anywhere else and i am always in halls with the same people or i dunno --> Just one of those days!! i mean, i came back from lectures and just started crying and i dunno why.. i know that something bad is going to happen to me in march.. i mean the whole sathish rejecting me incident, then it was the naveen incident the year before.. i always have a big negative thing happening during dat month.. i am just scared to find out wats it going to be cuz i am attached to a certain someone and i am very scared dat wat if i loose dat certain someone... i know its normal for me to loose someone but still... i guess i am in the stage where i am denying i have feelings for the person but cannot help thinking about the person!! i dunno if i am making sense or not.. i am sure i will be lost when i get up tom morning and reread this entry! OH god, i think i am just going to have an early night and wake up tom.. after all tom is a new day and hopefully i will be more positive!! Goodnight and Sweet dreams!!
SubaG
11:59 pm
Feel so tired today! i think my blog title for today should be ' A long day' instead! Lol.. i haven't spent time in my room today.. did quite a few things today actually.. had got tutorial today and we had professor naylor... he just went on and on and on about other things instead of answering the tutorial questions.. his lectures are really funny.. he was doing lectures on mental illnesses and someone everyone he knows or his friends babysitters sisters neighbours brother in law suffers some kind of mental illness.. Lol... well, was able to get my CRB check done.. i can get paid for the mentoring i do now!!! Money money money! Lol.. i just went for training the last time and i got paid for listening to people!! was meant to go play badminton but mat calls me at 12 in the afternoon when he is playing at 12.. could not be bothered getting ready and running to play.. went to body attack today instead.. today's body attackwas better than monday's lesson.. i didn't like the instructor today.. she was not so enthusiastic... it was good though!! still want to go swimming but haven't got round to going yet..i went to subway o get a sandwich today.. was really disappointed.. i wanted a sweet onion teriyaki sandwich but when i went to order, they had sold the last one two minutes before! i was so disappoined as i was looking forward to sweet onion teriyaki with lots of jalapenos!! Wow... then i went to get a drink and they didn't have the drink i like as well.. so all in all it was useless in the end!! Oh well.. Matt thought me another trick,he said you can get chicken breasts and just put teriyaki sauce on it! lOL.. i never thought about it dat way... Fiza wants to try and smoke shisha tom so mat has arranged for something.. she askedme to go and accompany her.. dunno if i will be giving it a second try.. don't like shisha!! it really tastes disgusting!see how things go tom.. having pieroni for pharmacog.. like his lectures, don' understand his teaching but like his italian accent!! will actualy be paying attn in lectures for once!! lol.. time has flown by today.. at least i am happy dat i was able to finish two of my four directed tasks.. better be off to sleep now.. have got tutorial tom morning and having a new tutor, dunnoo how it will be.. we always get all sorts of tutors.. should be interesting
SubaG
12:13 am
Today has been such a long day and i didn't even have a practical today! Gosh.. well, the funny thing was that i was supposed to have woken up at 7 in the morning to walk up this slope! to make things worse, i even advertised it in the block.. so many people betted against me saying that i wouldn't do it.. Guess what --> i woke up and just looked out of the window and went back to sleep again! Lol, couldn't be bothered to go out in the cold walking! Started to do a bit of work in the morning.. just as i felt happy about it, things happened and i couldn't continue on with my work! Quite sad actually! Oh well... everything happens for a reason.. lectures was so boring today, i just closed my eyes during the first lecture cuz there wasn't much to like pay attention too.. didn't pay attn during second lecture too.. Matt was there and we were just talking and talking and talking! i'm sure the people sitting in front and at the back of us were just cursing us!! Fiha wants to try smoking shisha so matt has gladly planned another shisha outing... seriously i have never seen a person so in love with something!! he would runa mile and a half if he had to go and get tabacco for it!! i went to watch memoirs of a geisha!! it was such a nice movie.. gosh, i cried at some parts!! it was such a moving movie... I was really glad i went to watch it.. i guess it was good in a way cuz i didn't really have much expectations as i hadn't read the book beforehand...Didn't do any exercise today.. probably wll be making it uo tom.. theres body attack tom, went to yesterday's bodyattack and my goodness was i tired!! was such a good workout!! realy felt the fat burning! Lol... well, off.. wanna finish some work and get an early night.. Hopefully fingers crossed
SubaG
10:23 pm
I can't believe the weekend is over and its another week already! i am dreading this week! i have practicals everyday in the morning! Awww...i have to wake up early in the morning! i never get much time to myself on the weekends.. time just flies and you have other work to do. this doesn't even include the uni stuff!! well, woke up in the morning and went into town to get a few things from pc world.. me and naz had to rush it back for 12 30.. we booked a badminton court for the afternoon.. we played for a bit and i came back, had lunch.. then i just got chatting.. you don't realise time passing when you are online chatting especially like around 3 in the afternoon.. thats like the peak time with people from back home! i think getting the computer was quite bad cuz it distracts me a lot! then everyone who goes back during the weekend come back and you have the little catching up session with what happened over the week and stuff like that...in conclusion, i did no work at all! I askedNaz to wake me up everyday at about 7 when she wakes up to pray but each time i say morning and just go back to sleep! lol.. poor things still wakes me up! i dun't care, tomorrow i will have to get up early to finish my directed tasks.. i got a free badminton racket yesterday from matt.. he gave it to me cuz i helped him out with getting notes and stuff like that.. he really is a weird and funny guy at the same time! Lol... hope he comes to lectures tom, it will be a laugh.. oh well, tested it out today and it was good!! i dunno why i am so hooked onto badminton at the moment.. maybe cuz the guys don't really think we girls can't play proper badminton and just shove us to the sides! lol, its all about showing other people what you are made off! want to watch memoirs of a geisha this week.. dunno when we will be going.. mother's 50th birthday this thursday! wowee, have a century! lol... trying to sort out getting flowers delivered to the house.. she will be alone this year.. everyone is like on different time zones.. what a time for my father to be in aussie! Feel so sleepy already, i think its the whole weekend filled with lack of sleep.. hopefully *fingers crossed* will be waking up at 7!!
SubaG
11:45 pm
I can't believe the weekend is here already! This time last week i was on my way to see Shell!! That was a really good weekend, short but good! Lol..Well, my plans for this weekend was just to study and catch up on all my notes. i have not done any work this week. u wonder where the time goes! i think i should start with my library missions again to get back into doing some work!! I was meant to get an early night yesterday so that i can wake up early in the morning nice and fresh to revise. guess wat i ended up doing instead! went to sleep at 5 30 in the morning! i can't believe how crazy the girls were.. we started off with watching one hindi movie at 10 something at night.. The movie was allright but it was just so predictable! i mean it was about this girl with three uncles and she ends up liking the guy and he had to impresss the three uncles. i mean, how predictable can a film be! I actually fell asleep at the ending.. could not bear to watch it longer.. then the girls wanted to watch the songs from another movie kabhi kushi kabhi gham.. well, i had heard so much about the movie and everyone has been asking me to watch it so we ended up watching it as well.. the girls were all getting me excited and we had high expectations for this movie.. it was a really good movie, i was cryign in between... i wanted to see a romantic emotional movie but it happened o be a family emotional movie.. it was good but i was kind of looking forward to seeing a romantic movie dat wil make me cry! i know i am weird!! we felt hungry in between so we ended up ordering a pizza... so glad there are places around here dat do delivery even in the early hours of the morning!!! so yeah... everyone ended up leaving my room only at 5!!! gosh it was an early morning! i ended up getting a msg of my friend at 7 30 asking if i can come for netball practises at 9.. i only saw the msg at like 12! lol.. i dunno whether i am gonna be joining the netball or not.. i mean they don' have the courtesy to call me earlier to inform me about practises. i think history is gonna repeat itself. last year as well, they didn't even bother asking me to practises or anything like that.. do they think i have nothing to do and just wait for their phonecall and i will run to practises when they ask me too? Lets see how it goes.. have to msg her later on..when morrisson shopping yesterday so my fridge is full of food! love it cuz i have so much variety to pick and choose from! i'm wondering what im gonna have for my lunch.. haven't decided yet.. wowee, its 4 mins to 2.. i better go off first and get a bit of work done!
SubaG
1:31 pm
Well, here i go again.. each time i start writing, something seems to go wrong.. i am wondering if this is a sign to not blog at all! lol.. well, i will just give it one more try! After much contemplation, i thought i will start blogging again.. lets see how long this lasts! Lol.. i do realise that you feel better when you put thoughts into writing... well, what a day this has been.. quite a long one actually.. i started the mornign by playing badminton.. i actually booked a court for 9 in the morning! i dunno why i was crazy enough to book it at that time! so i ended up waing up early and doing a bit of laundry.. usually it only costs a £1 to do laundry before 12 but then they have changed it to £1.60 anytime of the day!! i only had two tops to wash as well! sigh... feel so lazy to handwash but i guess i will be doing more of that now! well, badminton was fun.. played for one and a half hours.. only me and sarah.. it was so good to have the whole court to yourself.. usually the girls will end up playing on the side when we play with matthew & Co.. we usually have just one game with them.. that was quite good.. i went to watch Final Destination 3 yesterday... i was telling Sarah the story when the badminton court lights just switched off... had no idea why.. was quite freaky actually.. the movie was so crap! Well, it was quite good in certain aspects but then, i mean who would want to sit through a movie and watch people dying?! it just does not make sense!! Had three hours of lecture as usual.. i was able to pay slight attn to the first twolectures.. it wasn't too bad.. i just could not keep my eyes open during the third lecture! i was so sleepy.. usually its quite interestign cuz this lecture is about plants an stuff like that but i don't really like the lecturer.. he is quite boring.. well, i guess that's about it.. just a normal boring day in the life of Suba.. nothing interesting happened..
SubaG
11:18 pm
