I don't even know the definition of emotionally unstable! Lol..I guess some days you are happy and don't have the care for the world and some days you are just so emotional dat everything seems to be so negative.. i guess i just had one of those days.. yesterday was such a nice day.. it started off with a tutorial and practical but i enjoy those tutorials.. you just write on acetates and do presentations.. i wore my new shoes i bought but it was raining so i think i migth have destroyed them! me and my impatience to wear new things.. lol.. fiza wanted to try strawberry flavoured shisha. matt had planned to go to arabian nights where they took me out on my birthday and we sat there talking and she had her shisha.. she was no impressed! Lol, same reaction with me as well when i first tried it! Lol.. Mat was showing us his tricks! Lol, i have never seen a guy with so much love in his eyes whenever he speaks about shisha! you just got to be there, you get absorbed into it as well! Lol.. Then at night we had the biggest shock ever, the results were out on the internet! we were meant to get it next week but it was out yesterday night.. i was so scared i started crying before i even took a look at my results! Lol, i know i am very very silly! I ended up feeling the opposside reaction the whole of today! i don't even know why i am feeling this way.. it just seems like everyone is against me or something is bound to go wrong.. i think cuz i haven't been anywhere else and i am always in halls with the same people or i dunno --> Just one of those days!! i mean, i came back from lectures and just started crying and i dunno why.. i know that something bad is going to happen to me in march.. i mean the whole sathish rejecting me incident, then it was the naveen incident the year before.. i always have a big negative thing happening during dat month.. i am just scared to find out wats it going to be cuz i am attached to a certain someone and i am very scared dat wat if i loose dat certain someone... i know its normal for me to loose someone but still... i guess i am in the stage where i am denying i have feelings for the person but cannot help thinking about the person!! i dunno if i am making sense or not.. i am sure i will be lost when i get up tom morning and reread this entry! OH god, i think i am just going to have an early night and wake up tom.. after all tom is a new day and hopefully i will be more positive!! Goodnight and Sweet dreams!!
SubaG
11:59 pm
