I broke my record today! did two lecture notes instead of one! lol.. YaY!! finished the whole of brain.. now have to move onto the autonomic nervous system which is all of diana woods stuff which i ignored in year one.. its coming back to haunt me now!! i haven't had a proper conversation with anyone today.. well, except the conversation between me and the computer! lol.. i have just been on MSN... the only conversation i had was between the lady at jacksons and the guy at subways! hasn't it been good!! lol.. i get the true taste of being alone in halls... the girls should see me now for being quiet and not talking to anyone!! recently i have been getting complaints about my loud voice.. they don't like me speaking in lectures during break and they don't like me speaking in halls.. i was speaking to anisha in the kitchen on day and this girl goes Ssssshhh.... I was like ok.. it is the kitchen after all and a communal place.. i do have a right to speak there.. we were in the twins room and we didn't know she was sleeping and we were watching a movie.. halfway through the movie, she knocks on the door to say she is sleepign and if we could put it down. of course we put it down after dat and we felt guilty for disturbing her but we didn't know she was sleeping since she has some late nights anywaz.. next morning she says to me "i couldn't sleep last night. i was trying to put the pillow to cover my ears and i was wondering why are they so inconsiderate!" i mean seriously, you think i am inconsiderate, please tell it to my face!! don't tell me indirectly like dat. i was genuinely feeling guilty for watching dat movie but i had no idea dat she was going to sleep! i mean it was part of my fault to be there but don't make me feel so low by expressing your feelings like dat. i would have accepted it so much better if you had the decency to tell it to my face!! we found out after that the twins knew she was going to sleep! did she mention it to the twins dat they were being inconsiderate and she couldn't go to sleep ----> NO!! i just don't understand some people sometimes..i know i am loud and i try my best to speak soft but you don't need to keep pointing it out or making hurtful comments!! i have my own limits as well.. its a good thing the hols are here and i can cool down and learn to keep my gob shut! its not nice to tell tales about other people but this was the same girl who brought guys into the block at 4 a.m waking everyone up!! they were in the kitchen and i heard them in my room and i live on the the second floor! you can imagine how loud they were!!!I'm scared dat my patience level will decrease and i will snap at this girl. i am stuck with her till i graduate as well since she is going the same course as me.. its just dat how do you react to a girl who has been talking about you behind your back and you know all about it? i just find it hard to speak to her.. i want to confront her but thats not good cuz then i will affect her relationship with my source! -Patience is the best option for the time being-
SubaG
10:53 pm
