Don't you think i am beginning to sound like a miserable whiny girl! Lol.. well, few days into hols.. what have i been up to? Hmm.. nothing much i can think about.. Naz left for london today.. thats leaves me alone in my wing and my floor and well pretty much friendless in halls! Its so weird cuz i have no one to talk to and no one to respond to!! You just don't realise the little little things you take for granted.. usually she will shout something from outside her room or sometimes ill shout something to her and we can have coversations through the door till one of us gives up and opens the door! lol... i really appreciated she was her when the others left... Reality is really hard to accept.. this is one of the times i realise dat i am alone and i have travelled 12 hours away to a foreign land to study!! usually i am surrounded by 1/12 girls and i still feel i have someone looking out for me.. I just am thankful dat i met so many girls here in halls dat make me feel at home.. I guess i have to blame myself.. i was the one who didn't want to go to london for the hols. i thought dat i will stay in halls and just revise.. well, two lectures notes into the hols, all i feel is loneliness and well watched hitch, what a woman wants and east is east...I guess at the end of the day, is good practise for me because i won't be with the girls forever. they are all graduating next year and i won't be here to see them off since i will be in placement somewherelse... i was touched by some of the guys.. they did invie me to their house to chill or revise or eat or whatever.. funny thing is i dunt even know him properly and dunt know where he lives! lolIts so nice to see the smiles and the excitement when the girls are going home.. i so can't wait till i get to go back home and just be home.. somewhere i am familiar with, the sounds, the smell, the rain, the sun, even the dogs barking at 2 in the morning! lol... i miss the littlest of the little thing.. i dunt regret coming to bradford though.. i think it will be moulding me into a better person(i hope)!! i do know i have gained a lot of experiences and learnt a lot of new things but i wish it could be closer to home! lol..Shelly W is coming on friday so it won't be so bad after all.. I can't wait!!! been waiting for this since forever!! lol.. just a shame she couldn't meet the girls and the girls were disappointed they couldn't meet her!! i keep going on about my partner in crime who is in warwick!! lol i am wondering what i can do and plan.. will see how but planning on going to salford quays on sunday.. thats the only thing planned actually.. dunno about the other days.. will just be going with the flow!! Will be going into town tom.. need to do little missions and everything.. i hope to do some solid revision as well.. try and break my record and do more than one lecture handout! lol...
SubaG
11:16 pm
