I heard from the hospital yesterday.. they rejected me.. oh well, i guess i didn't quite meet their requirement. i wonder what was their requirement actually.. they decided to take in a girl who got kicked out of lectures twice and who talks during lectures! Hmm... i dunno but i don't want to sound spiteful or jealous or anything... i am just happy for the guy and girl who got chosen. i hope they are very successful!! I know that everything happens for a reason and that it will all be in my best interest but then still i had my hart and mind set for this hospital. i really wanted to work there. it was the biggest disappointment to me.. i guess rejection is always a big disappointment!!! i have been staring at something on my wall the whole of yesterday and yet i forget to practise what i preach!! i read something a while ago and it has been stuck in my head but i tend to forget about it quite often.. I know that god won't give me more truble than i can handle.... but i wish that he wouldn't trust me so much. - Mother Theresawell, i haven't been up to much.. its the fourth day of hols i have just been taking it easy.. it took me like three days to clean my room! Lol.. i think its quite clean now.. i think anywayz!! I haven't done any work but planning on getting some work done after this.. i have put a time limit on myself.. will be online till one o'clock and then i try and get at least three hours of work done!! lets see how that goes.. the clock has gone forward an hour now so i actually loose an hour sleep which is not good! Lol, all i feel like doing is sleeping!!
SubaG
12:04 pm
