I'm still suffering from my cold and cough.. i hope i get well by tom, going on a night out to leeds tom.. i hope i feel better and up for it.. i don't want to end up feeling tired and sleepy. you just can't enjoy yourself to maxx....well, got to know a few things about me again! i love hearing all these things.. well, firstly, apparently i like two new people and i should add them to my list. according to jay, he has already found me a husband which is ikram. then according to Sarah i like michael now and should add him to my "list" of guys... i don't understand this concept at all! This is he 21st century if i am not mistaken. guys and girls mix with eachother and speak to each other. it wasn't even me who was making the conversation, He was just fooling around and was speaking to me during the break.. Grimsey finished his lectures half an hour earlier....Usman hasn't been sitting with us during lectures and we were all wondering why has he been sitting further away. got the answer today as well.. apparently he can't stand my talking... i dunno what he means by that... i dunt even think i am talking in lectures.. i thought i paid attention and only spoke the odd one or two comments! i know i speak a lot when we are on break or something.. i always sit next to borin people anywayz. i never say much when i sit next to meena or sarah and am always sandwiched next to fiza as well and i dunno what to speak to her about... i know i always used to speak to matt during lectures when he used to come but its been months since matt last turned up to a lect.. i know when matt used to come and sit next to me.. we used to talk a lot and usman used to say stuff... i guess you just don't realise certain things when you think you are right.. i guess i just have to be more alert and careful now.... so fed up, i don't want to see any of these people.. why can't they just be more direct and tell me straight... i understand why usman is not saying anythign to me.. he really comes out harsh and will just say what he thinks so i know i will get hurt if i get told off by usman....my start of the day was not good in the beginning.. we had practical classes.. as usual, i did no work and we just was messing around.. then the ecg machine was not working so we thought we could go back home cuz technically we had done a bit of the work.. we were leaving the lab when dr.javid stopped us and she asked me in front of half the practical group where i was going. i had to say i was going back home because i finished everything. then she was like everything and i was like, yeah i finished everything except for the ECG machine as it was not working. then she made a big fuss whether i did complete everything and i said yes and then she said she will test me and asked me to give her an example of a calcium channel blocker and thank god i just knew the answer and was able to say veramapil!! i will never forget this question! it will be embedded in my mind. she asked me next wat the mechanism of action is and i just simply said at i had not taken it down and she was saying how i need to know it and thank god the technician came in at that time to fix the blood pressure machine! i was quite proud of myself actually dat i was just able to answer that questiong at the tip of my head!! i did pay atention to certain bits i guess! Lol.... i have never been on the spot like this before.. i think the last time i had a lecturer encounter was the first week of college when my handphone rang in biology class and Ms. Koh was angry at me... i was laughing at myself.. matt says dat i can't lie to save my life but i actually did save myself today! Lol.. surprisingly enough i saw him at L floor after we finished out practicals... went out with him and the guys from there.. It was quite different cuz i have never been out to eat with the guys.. they are just being silly guys as usuals and talking about their normal stuff and wat they are up too... you wonder how sometimes things happen when you least expect it!! i didn't even think i would see him today.. poor thing is sick as well and went to sleep after lunch... i went to bombay stores today and was looking at all the asean dresses... it was so smart and all the guys suits.. woweee..... you can so imagine a guy wearing those suits and looking so so so so smart!! Woweee.... lol.. we girls were just imagining it.. had salmon and mushroom and some of naz's pasta for dinner.. had a good inner i think! Lol... finally did my washing which i have been puting off since monday!! i know its that bad! finally i got it all done and i have clean clothes! Lol.... i always tell the girls, i have no clothes when i wear certain clothes.. its just cuz of the stupid weather... i can't wear any of my short sleeves out cuz of my cold and the cold weather.. just waiting for the weather to warm up a bit!! actually i better get to sleep now.... been chatting away and i have to wake up early tommorrow.Goodnight and Sweet dreams P/S Sorry Cl, will mail you later on... feel sleepy! Thanks for your mail!! :)
SubaG
11:54 pm
