I'm just seeing the contrast between my blog and Ernest's blog... His blog is full of knowledge and it really makes you think and contemplate on how much you know! Look at my blog, it has pics and the story of 'Me'!! The thing is 'Me' is not even dat important when you consider other things in life!! My congrats to Ernest and i just want to tell you that i am behind you 100%!!! What's a waste of time!? well, i was just thinking these couple of days and realised dat guys are a waste of time... I think i amthe biggest hypocrite as i keep mentioning guys and keep thinking of guys but girls have you thought about the hours we waste thinking about these guys?? i mean, if you are already taken and in a relationship its ok but single girls, have you thought about it?? Its really something you should be pondering and coming to terms with!! i spend time thinking about ... or if i haven't seen a certain someone i will be wondering when is the next time i will be seeing him having my withdrawal symptoms.. lets not count the hours i am thinking of a certain someone, if i am not thinking of someone, i will be speaking about that certain someone! i mean i could probably have revised one of my modules when i put all dat time combined.. I mean its nice talking about the certain someone and also looking back at the special moments you two would have shared but think about it logically?? How long will dat make us happy girls? cuz then at the end of the day we just want more or we would feel sad when we don't get dat special treatment again.. - To love is to risk not being loved in return. To hope is to risk disappointment. but risks must be taken because the greatest risk in life is to risk nothing. -I agree but then when i think about it, why is it dat we girls end up dressing a certain way or making sure we look all nice and decent for the guy we like and in the end, he just looks at us at the same way he sees another girl or worst still if the guy just avoids and ignores us! Do you think guys speak about girls to their guy friends and tell them how nice a girllooked today or if we did anything funny? i don't think guys actually remember allt he small little little details dat we remember and laugh in the end...I think its time i come to grips with it and appreciate the time i have! Not many people in this world is blesses like me and some people havent had the chance to see their 20th birthday. i think i should really be thankful for this and make full use of it! it will be very hard in the beginning as you all know me!! lol but self-control is my main driving factor and a motto in my life at the moment.. I'm really sorry if i offended anyone or if i sound a bit frustrated.. i learnt from stranger recently dat i get frustrated easily and i didn't even realise i do dat till now.... just thought something i would type instead of just pondering about it.. well i am off now to hopefully do soemthing productive instead of thinking of a certain someone!! lol -----> SELF CONTROL SUBA!!!!!
SubaG
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