Its just been a week since we got back to uni and we already have a day off! i'm not complaining though! The more hols we get the better!! lol.. i just need any excuse not to go to uni and not to start studying!! im not sick of revising but haven't got to revising yet..
I went to visit Anisha at Bolton this weekend. it was really nice. it was so much better and bigger than bradford actually. I was quite nervous to go there but it was ok in the end. Her family was nice and inviting. we didn't do anything on friday.. we just sat and watched tv and talked and went to sleep.
She brought me to town on saturday and we were just roaming around the town centre. we were actually in town for 5 hours! Wow.. we went to te central library and they had little aquarium and mummies and stuff like that... a mini museum you can say.. the had lots of the usual shops as well... I went looking around for some nice bags but couldn't find anything ineresting.. i really have become bag crazy actually!! i used to be shoe crazy in Malaysia but its the opposite now! Anisha bought a nice bag yesterday.. it was so nice, i would have got it as well but i was just feeling guilty with spending money! need to splurge £30 for the ball and all.. just save my money first! lol.. i did buy a bracelet sort of thing though from the same place.. i had to buy something that will remind me of my trip to Bolton.. i got my usualy postcards as well.. i have started this thing where i collect postcards from the places i visit and keep it like my record. i haven't got a postcard when i went to birmingham and coventry though but im sure ill be making trips there anywaz!
Man utd lost to chelsea yesterday! lol i'm quite happy!! I've got my moodswings when i support Man-Utd!! I wasn't in the mood to support them yesterday.
There's a may day carnival tom at the students union. BAPS has a stall for the hula hoop challenge.. no idea how its gonna turn out and what we have to do.. no one has told us what our responsibilities are and al.. See how that wil go. i dunno why but i really like to listen to craig david's "unbelievable" song.. it sounds really nice..
SubaG
9:30 pm
Haven't been posting in a while actually.. Been quite busy with the whole ball coming along. I just don't know what to say.. Jo the social sec is just so demanding!! she wants so many things to be done like immediately and its just not possible!! we just have to think practically and see what happens. we need to get 200 people to come to the ball and well at the moment we have just sold 32 tickets so i dunno how its gonna be but i hope things will work out in the end.. they always fall in place in the end! i sold tickets to this cute guy in fourth year yesterday! one advantage of selling the ball tickets is that you can see all the cute looking guys!! *wink*i went into fourth year lectures today to do an announcement about the ball and i was just so nervous cuz they looked so intimidating but they were good. i asked them if i could get their attention and they actually were quiet and was listening. i could have heard a pin drop if someone dropped it! lol.. they were nice though and i felt happy after! i did the announcement to first years and they just could not keep still and was waiting to go home.. i guess i just got the timing wrong!this week has just been about the ball. haven't got round to any revision.. got an extended weekend! monday is a bank holiday for may day. we have got a may day carnival on dat day.. have a stall for it and we are doing something with hoops. i dunno what exactly we are doign though..Hmm.. will just have to wait and see... i have no idea why the uni has all this stuff going on when the exams are a month away! Just does not make sense!! I might be going to Bolton for two days with anisha cuz she has been asking me to visit her house and family so i might just go there for two days and come back.. will actually be deciding tom.. i feel so awake at the moment and its gonna be one o'clock.. probably cuz i did the stupidest thing and had a two hour "nap" after y lectures.. i have been rushing around so much and having lack of sleep dat i just cought up with it today! not a very good timing but managed with it anywaz.. i can't believe the hols are over!! i want the hols to start again!! i didn't do much over the halls but i liked to just revise and then relax and do nothing.. with uni comes responsibilites and respnsibilities just takes the fun out of things!! Oh well.. lol Probably gonna be online for a bit and just head off to sleep so dat i can wake up early tom..
SubaG
12:45 am
I ended yesterday's blog abruptly.. The security guard came to make sure eveything was allright. the guys has left by then so there wasn't much use for that! i was so freaked out, my leggs were shaking when i went to open the door for the security guard. i have never felt dat way! the closest i came to feeling that way was when i nearly got pushed down the railway track in london last year. Had my first nightmare in UK. i dunno what i was thinking but i just started shouting and coincidently Naz was outside so i just went out and was asking her questions.. Dunnola, it took me so long to get to sleep! I should actually be relaxing and chilling before uni starts but i just seem to be getting lack of sleep and no proper sleep. i aimt o finish at least one module before the hols end! lets see how that goes.. Well, today was a normal day.. Did quite a few things actually.. revised a bit, took a walk to town to grab a few things and then even tried to exercise a bit! lol.. went to the twins room to watch this series about beauty and the geeks or something.. its about this model like females who are paired with geeks and they have to be together and go through tasks and stuff like dat.. watched dat and then a movie came on and i just ended up staying there and watching the movie.. it wasn't all dat.. was called faculty and it had josh harnet and eliya woods as well! none of them good looking and nothing special about the movie as well.. well, im soo tired.. am going to jump into bed and hopefully tonight will be a better day!!
SubaG
1:51 am
My hols are comign to an end and i don't want it too! its not like i went out much and pertied or stuff like that! its just dat i really liked my lifestyle during the hols. no lectures to go to.. i didn't really have to wake up early or anythign like dat.. well, what have i been up to.. Hmm... i guess entertaining Michelle was my only highlight of the hols. i didn' do anythign else interesting or exciting.. i wanted to go to york or leeds to have a look around the shops but didn't get round to anything.. just been trying to revise! oh yeah i did play badminton and went for my aerobics classes as well.. well, i realised i have watched quite a lot of movies over the hols. thought i would list it down... what a woman wants, Hitch, Miss congeniality, East is east, some hindi movie, dilwale dulhania le jayenge, weddig date, man of the house, zoolander, saajan, failure to launch, she man. i think thats about it.. its not much much but then i usually don't watch a lot of movies and this is actually quite a lot for me!! well, its the hols and i just refuse to revise after 6 in the evenin.. i just want to chill after that... i try and do my best to work in the morning and afternoon though... Note the 'try to' lol.. i guess this week has been quite productive and i did a lot more work. have the ball to organise now... the social secretary is getting on my nerves and she is so impatient and she doesn't want to wait till our meeting and making decisions of her own and things like dat!!! in a way, i just can't wait for this whole ball thing to be over! i was tempted to get a new ball dress but i think i will just wear the one i wore during my first year!! scariest thing just happened to me and my hands are still shaking!! i was typing my blog and these group of guys threw a stone at my window and started calling out my neighbours name!! they got the name and everythign right! i was just so so freaked out!!!! i just called the securty and i really hope they get the guys!!! sounded like asian guys but i so did not want to look out of the window!!!
SubaG
1:45 am
Well, what have I been up to? Hmm.. Nothingm much actually.. been trying to revise pharmaceutics but i just keep doing like one chapter a day or one lecture note a day! its like i cannot bring myself to do more than one!! pharmaceutics book has got 19 chapters!! i dunno how i am going to get through dat! i need a whole separate holiday for it! Been watching some movies as well.. that's like my chill out session.. been watching dilwale dulhania le jayenge, then watched man of the house.. actually i just watched two movies, why do i think i have been watching a lot movies? have no idea.. i just am getting lost with dates and days! its friday already.. i have one more week before uni starts and the exam starts one after another!! So not looking forward to that!! Today was the Tamil New year!! it coincided with Good Friday and Vaisakhi day as well.. what a coincidence!! i did't do much actually.. i got up only at around 11 thanks to my mummy! me and naz had a very long talk yesterday till half 4 in the morning so i was so dead in the mornign and cuz its new year people were sending me texts and calling me to wish me a happy new year but i was so annoyed cuz i wanted my sleep!! lol... well, these people all were just my family members but still!!!i went to the Bradford uncles house today.. his son is over from london with his friend... didn't get to speak to him or anything.. i just said hi and then left for prayers.. when i went back to their house he was out watching footie so i didn't get to speak to him as well.. then he was having dinner when i was leaving so yeah. going over to their house again in the evening.. dunno if i will see him then.. oh well.. we don't have anything in common anymore.. he has his life and i have my life but its quite sad though cuz there was a connection at one point but i guess people move on and change! lol.. im so sleepy now! im off to sleep so i can get some solid work done tom before going to the uncles house again!Goodnight and Sweet Dreams!
SubaG
11:57 pm
I think there is more to me reading the book and watching the movie than what meets the eye. i was/am kind of lost at the moment.. i believe in signs and i believe in answers...
I have learned quite a bit in this weekend... i learnt that i should wait for that prince of mine. i shouldn't be in a hurry to jump on that horse (could be a jaguar in this day in age *wink*) and go off with the wrong person. now is the time to enjoy myself anywaz!! make the most of my single life doing what i want, when i want it! lol
People, movies, books, its al made me realised that there is more to life and that I should be taking time off and enjoying my surroundings and making the most of it.. if anything was meant to be, it would be meant to be. i knwo my life has been planned ahead of me and whats going to happen wil happen so why should i sit and wait and cry or be sad over things that don't happen. i am the driver of my life, i should be driving my own car and enjoying every minute of it!!
Blogging has done good to me.. When i look back or rathe read back, i am so annoyed with my complaining side!! i rather not be complaining and looking at the brighter side of things!! i have to admit this new change will take some time to take place, i have to take baby steps.. i will achieve this soon *fingers crossed* but i know i have the support of you guys surrounding me!!
Its 3 in the morning and i am feeling hungry! will probably just go to sleep and wake up in 5 horus to have my breakfast and start some serious studying!! decided to start on my pharmaceutics tom!! hopefully that will be better than body control!
SubaG
2:59 am
well, i have been chilling this weekend basically.. i mean i TRY and get some work done in the mornign and in the afteroon and then i try and chill in the evening after 6! i mean come on,it is the hols and i do deserve my share of rest isn't it!! lol.. not dat i do much anywaz.. i found this video rental place near uni so i went to borrow a dvd from there.. Usually i never like watching old movies cuz i dunt like the colour and picture quality but apparently this was an old classic movie and had to watch it.. its a hindi movie called 'Dilwale Dulhania Le Jayange' The movie came out when i was 10 years old and i doubt i would have understood it if i watched it anytime earlier!! lol..
I looked at the website beforehand to see what the movie was all about and apparently it was a romantic comedy and let me tel you people, this was such a good film!! it was such a nice film i just wanted to press play all over again and watch it! lemme remind, you, this is a hindi movie and its 3 horus long!! i was actualy prepared to sit another 3 horus and watch this movie again!! it was so good.. Maybe its just me but Naz agreed with me as well!
The movie was revolving around this guy(Raj) and girl(Simran) who fall in love but then the girl's father had promised his friend dat Simran will marry his son! Typical indian movie, Simran's fatehr finds out about the love and haul her back to india to marry the friend's son and Raj follows her to India and tries to win the heart of her father and family.. its sounds like a normal story but it was just how the actor acted adn his expressions, it was really good and emotional.. i was so drawn into the movie..
Some parts did make me think.. i was wondering if i would actually cave into my parents wishes and marry someone i don't even know and stuff like that.. This movie is really a must-see i would say!
SubaG
2:47 am
I know i am suppossed to be revising but it is the weekend after all hey! i decided to catch up on some non-pharmaceutical reading! lol i bought this book called Vince and Joy at WHSmith.. i don't know why i was looking at so many books but this plain book just seemed to grab my attention and i got it.. i can't put a good book down when i start reading it.. i am the sort of person that will not touch a book if i know dat its boring! but this book was quite interestign eventhough i predicted the ending beforehand.. it was bound to happen!! Its the usual romantic story dat you will get but this one got me thinking.. It was about this guy who met this girl when they were 19.. The had a 'holiday fling' and she just goes away suddenly.. the book goes on about their individual lives. their paths do cross quite a bit in the book but they just don't seem to realise that they really were meant for each other until in the end and about 10 years later it dawns to then they were really meant to be!! i know its quite a short sypnosis and its not much of a help but then the book was 500 pages long!! i am not gonna bore you people with the whole storyline.. If you interested, you can alwasy borrow it from me! *wink* its a good read if you killing time and belive in faith and destiny!!!
SubaG
2:21 am
I think i am jinxed his hols or i have done something really bad dat i am getting punished! i dunno what to sayla.. first i get rejected by Guys and St.Thomas hospital which i really wanted. then i get rejected by BRI as well.. i don't even get a chance to go for the interview. i wonder soemtimes what i do wrong... every action has got a reaction- mr.newton issit?? i really had my hopes sky high for bradford hospital so dat i can stay here with my friends and well chill and do work at the same time.. that's out of the window.i am wondering if the 5 year course is really the one for me or not.. i am wondering if i should just change to the 4 year course.. i dunno wat to do or wat to say.. i am just so fed up at the moment.. i know i should be thankful for a lot of things but i am just not bothered at the moment and haven't done any revision today.. just wasted all my time, i wonder how i can waste time like this!!just keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason and its all for my best interest.. i wonder if this really happens.. i do have faith in god and i know dat he knows what is right for me but why do tears still roll down my face?? rejection is really hard to accept. before this it was just being rejected by guys but now its workplace as well. Welcome to the real world Suba!! lol... Going to sleep now... Tom is another day
SubaG
11:26 pm
well, its tuesday and second week of hols!! i can't believe one week has passed and we have three more weeks to go. time will just fly and i got an interview to prepare for as well as a mock exam!! Not looking forward to dat...well, i just woke up late today and was on the computer the whole time.. i keep forgetting i have a webcam.. shell was using my webcam when she was here.. i showed my mum my room and everywhere... she couldn't believe i haven't done thsi in 4 months! lol.. oh well at least she got to see it now! i was online for a bit and had my lunch infront of the laptop looking at oprah winfrey website and looking at a video of her guesthouse.. its so so Nice and calming and so comfy all her rooms and everything.. i hope i can own a house like dat ONE DAY! lolthen had a shower and decided to head to the library to do work but i ended up sleeping there as usual.. whats new.. saw mitesh and asim in the library.. they just sit down in front of the computer browsing the net for car parts and speakers and electronical stuff!!went to Yoga today.. it was so calming and relaxing! made me feel guilty cuz i haven't done any work and i go to get relaxed! lol, how ironic but it was good to just unwind and don't think of so many things like my self control motto! Naz is back! i have someone to talk to at least!! been so boring in halls without anyone to speak to so at least she is back! i'm happy!! i cannot believe what a pig i am! i slept and i'm still feeling very sleepy! Naz said i look very rested and no stress! lol, of course cuz all i have been doing is sleeping and no work but i hope to change that.. going to wake up early and maybe just go to the lib to do some work! see how it goes *fingers crossed* dislike learning the autonomic nervous system.. too many things to learn!!
SubaG
11:44 pm
Chicken soup for the soul! i love motivational self-inspiring books like that.. I have my own chicken soup for the soul!! Thats my shelly W.. lol.. michelle came over to visit me for a few days!! Finally!! i was waiting for her to come and visit me eventhough there isn't anything much to do!! She came to Leeds on friday afternoon. i went down to pick her up. we went to leeds for lunch as well, both of us were just starving!! we went to eat at Burger King.. she introduced me to sweet chilli chicken sandwich and its so so Yummy! i really liked it, i don't really like to eat non-halal food with my other friends cuz i feel bad and don't want to offend them.. We just came back to bradford after lunch. didn't do any shopping or anything like dat. poor her,the weather was horrible here this weekend and it was forever raining. we were suppossed to meet matt and crew for bowling on friday but bowling was fully booked so we couldnt play on dat day. both of us ended up watching failure to launch. the movie was quite nice, its been a while since i watched a movie at the cinema and it was nice to watch a romantic movie. plus who can say No to a movie with a good looking guy! brought her for a curry at Omar's! Omar's is a nice student place where you get nice curry and they have Yorkshire's biggest naan! Shell, the naan was big innit? *wink*We went shopping on Saturday. went to see stuff and shell was looking for a spring jacket.. we went into zara but there wasn't much stuff.. we went into H&M and Gap as well... shell looked nice in the denim jackets she tried on. we went around leeds but it wasn't a good day for shopping cuz it was buzy everywhere. it was Saturday shopping after all so Leeds was Packed!! thought we will go and watch an IMAX movie after leeds.. i was so stupid, i didn't check the times or anything like dat so we rushed from the train station to the museum but it was open and they do play movies late at night. Now i know!! we bought our tickets for 8.15 show for Sharks 3-D. had a nice walk back home and bought a few stuff for our trip to Salford Quays. i came back home and marinated the chicken to be cooked. then we took the taxi back to the museum. it was quite interesting but i got the biggest headache ever after dat. i didn't have datbad a headache when i watched the first 3-D movie but the movie was good and we were quite close to the sharks and there was a place where we could touch the jllyfish as well! it was something different. poor sharks are endangered now.Had to wake up early yesterday to go to salford quays. i just slept while going there but it was quite difficult to sleep there cuz there were so many kids in te bus making noise!! some parents dont know how to control their children properly. met nidhi there and she wanted to take us to the Man-Utd stadium via tram but the weather was so horrible yest! it was pouring cats and dogs!! we didn't really do anything there cuz we were just tryign to kill time in the end. we went round the art gallery and also the shopping centre.. went for lunch at a chinese restaurant. we went to the tourist information and asked them how far old trafford was and it wasn't dat far & it was walking distance. it took us 15 mins to walk there but we just went to the megastore and was looking round the man united stuff.. i got a keychain for myself and a clock for my sister.. isn't my siser lucky to have me as her sister *hint hint* lol called my cousin to rub it in that i was at Old Trafford, he is so into man-utd. its because of him dat i have started hating man-utd. he really irritates me when Man-Utd play when i am there. he comes and screams in your ear!! well, the trip back was bad cuz the kids were making so much noise!! to top things up, two ladies behind me were speaking and speaking and speaking! i couldn't even sleep properly! i found out dat the lady sitting behind me like a spacious house and her space to move around whereas the lady sitting behind shell likes a small, compact house cuz its easy maintanece! i know its bad to eavesdrop but then its not my fault they were speaking and i could here them clearly! lol.. managed to sleep for a bit. then came back to halls and made shell my chicken and she made brocolli and eggs. i hope the chicken turned out allright and was fine! then we rushed to fo bowling. i was finally able to book an aisle for bowling. i tried to book a bowlign aisle for friday and saturday but it was fully booked!! well, i guess now we know what bradfordians do during the weekend when they are bored!! i messaged the guys and asked them to join us if they were free and up for it. I was nervous for michelle to meet Mat. i dunno why, i was wondering what is she going to think about him and what she thinks of him. well, thankfully mat being mat was a bunch of laugh and i think it went quite well. mitesh and kelvin were there as well and i was glad they were not too quiet and was contributing to the conversations. i haven't realy really chilled with them but i had a nice time last night. played a game of bowling and mat said will bring us to the casino.. but they wanted to see our I.D in the casino cuz we were his guests.. poor shelly got I.D.. i dunt get these people, how can they expect us to bring identification around us all the tiem especially us being international students. i mean out passport is our only security in this country! i don't even want to think about it if i loose my passport.. *lemme just make sure i have my passport in a safe place* we decided to go to Musti instead for shisha. the guys ordered their shisha and we were just sitting there. we ended up trying cherry shisha and melon shisha.. i thought the cherry shisha was quite nice.. me and shell got a shisha to ourselves as well, we got a strawberry shisha.. i think i got an overdose yesterday cuz i kept coughing and my throat was really dry. its an experience but i can't do it all the tme and i won't be doing it all the time. the place was very relaxing and we were just talking around.. Yesterday was really tiring! came back home and had the triffle i got for desert. Had a nice hot shower to end it all and just wanted to fall asleep..well, went into leeds today. shell got her jacket from H&M. they had the size she wanted. we went to eat in Mc'D for lunch. i haven't had so much fast food before. then i sent her off at the train station and took the train back to bradford again. it was raining and there was hale as well. not a nice weather as well and i was so cold!! i came back and i was so blur, i didn't know wat to do and just felt a bit lost. i was used to having shell around me. oh well, all good things come to an end in the end. im still having headaches.. ill probably just have my dinner and go to sleep..Tommorrow is another new day! hope to get some revision done.
SubaG
5:56 pm
