I think i am jinxed his hols or i have done something really bad dat i am getting punished! i dunno what to sayla.. first i get rejected by Guys and St.Thomas hospital which i really wanted. then i get rejected by BRI as well.. i don't even get a chance to go for the interview. i wonder soemtimes what i do wrong... every action has got a reaction- mr.newton issit?? i really had my hopes sky high for bradford hospital so dat i can stay here with my friends and well chill and do work at the same time.. that's out of the window.i am wondering if the 5 year course is really the one for me or not.. i am wondering if i should just change to the 4 year course.. i dunno wat to do or wat to say.. i am just so fed up at the moment.. i know i should be thankful for a lot of things but i am just not bothered at the moment and haven't done any revision today.. just wasted all my time, i wonder how i can waste time like this!!just keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason and its all for my best interest.. i wonder if this really happens.. i do have faith in god and i know dat he knows what is right for me but why do tears still roll down my face?? rejection is really hard to accept. before this it was just being rejected by guys but now its workplace as well. Welcome to the real world Suba!! lol... Going to sleep now... Tom is another day
SubaG
11:26 pm
