well, i guess thats a brief outlook on my last week hea.. I can't believe second year has passed. My worse fear is that i have failed my exams but i have a strong feeling that i have failed at least one of my exams. i guess failures makes a person stronger. i hope it makes me learn from my mistakes!I thought i will learn and improve a lot from my first year but i realised i still have a few hitches especially in the revising for exams department! lol.. i started early but i didn't have good time management skills.. learnt how to cook more dishes now! i went and explored more clubs and the night out in bradford. i don't know if i am allowed to actually.. will have to go back home and have a lil chat with my mom..Met a lot of nice people from my course. You tend to know more about a person. i guess it all takes time. its like the people who i thought were nice are either still nice or not so nice and the people i thought were Hmm.. are nice.. its just full of surprises. I don't know if i am ready for third year. i am excited and looking forward to the new challenges of third year but i am scared, don't know if i am readyf or it in terms or academically and mentally. i don't know what other obstacles God has for me. i am sure he has put the obstacles there cuz he has faith dat i can overcome it!! let's see what happens.. i guess i am making up for lost time! written so much already!! Hope you don't fall asleep people!! :)Take care and HUGS!! Will be starting work on tuesday and not looking forward to it!!
SubaG
3:09 pm
I don't want to think about dat day actually. it was a really depressing day! i don't know what came over me? could be harmones!
watched a 2-D movie at the IMAX. it was nice for a change. Heena had two free tickets to the IMAX so we went to watch Mystic India. it was quite good. i just liked the scenery. then just was talking to her for a bit and came back to halls.
I thought i was going to see Mat before he left on Thursday morning but i didn't get to see him. Made me feel quite depressed actually cuz i just wanted to see him to da a proper bye before he left. i don't know i guess cuz he is like my stress reliever. i just like to talk nonsense to him and he just listens or he end up talking about random stuff and it takes my mind off things. I like the girls in halls and everyone is really nice but then you need a break from halls peolple and your surroundings as well. sometimes i feel like i want to go down a hole and start screaming and coming back up again. I gave him a proper goodbye when he left the last time and that was only for three weeks. I don't know why i made such a big deal out of it but what is done is done. there is no point crying over spilt milk. Everything happens for the best and probably it was good for me.
Mat has been my entertainment for the second year! its been good.. i mean laughs and insults and shisha and work and laughter. i always end up laughing when i speak to him.. its just stress free talk.. i know i won't ge this again next year! nothing ever stays the same. people change, situations and environments change and well its always best to enjoy the moment and make full use of it with no regrets!
My goal for the hols is to climb up my bottomless pit.....
SubaG
2:51 pm
Tuesday was a fun day! it was something different.. learnt quite a lot of things as well... couldnt wake up in the morning, i don't think i have been able to sleep in this whole week although no one was here and i didn't have any plans for anything other dan packing. i woke up in time to meet meena in richmond after her practical exam. didn't really want to go there cuz the people resitting wonder why i am there when i passed my exam. went there to say bye to some of the people who were resitting. me and meena had planned to go to the photography museum after her dispensing. Jay was there and he asked us all to join him in the pub for a drink. me and meena and the guys went to the pub for a drink.. ended up playing pool there as well. we played in a group of three.. mitesh says it as something but i keep saying we played as a triple! lol... me and kelvin and jay won three of the four games we played! i guess we won cuz me and kelvin were sober but jay kept buying the rest of them drinks. imagine having tuquila at 1 int he afternoon wit no food! it went straight to their heads! poor meena was quite tipsy already.. Jay invited us back to his place so we got a takeaway and left to his house.. we were all squashed at the back in his car.. I used to be close with Jay before cuz we were practical partners but i haven't seem much of him this year. first look at jay and he looks intimidating with all his piercing. He was giving us a pharmacognosy lecture on weed, cannabis and all the hallucinogenic drug! this is the guy who fell asllep 30 mins after the exam started and didn't wake up 5 mns before the exam ended. he really knew his stuff about it! i finally saw weed for the first time dat day!! We had a practical on cannabis but i wasn't able to smell or see it properly.. oh well, at least i have more information if i have to resit my pharmacognosy! lol.. kelvin and crew invited us to walkabout to watch the Brazil vs croatia game. good thing meena stayed over the night so we went to watch. kelvin came to my room before that. i learnt about the external hardware! computer lesson 101!! ha ha ha.. he transferred his songs and medical books onto my computer.. i want to get one of those! they look good plus i can just steal movies and songs from kelvin and mitesh and the guys!! The game was quite good actually. Brazil has a very good goalkeeper!! the atmosphere is really different when you are watching a game in a public area! its more fun and in the moment.. the guys tried kangaroo burger.. Hmm... i have no comments about it.. poor mitesh got scared when tony said it tasted like beef. he thought dat he had beef and was saying he hoped it wasn't beef! Aww... Had a nice suprise.. Matt came to see us at walkabout.. he just came and had a drink and we went to arabian nights to smoke shisha. i didn't though.. i don't want black lungs! lol it was an allright time.. someone was not talking to me.. i thought it was weird but then i just was talking but mainly listening to him speak about stuff.. we had a great laugh bullying kelvin. kelvin had a kangaroo salad at walkabout and i was telling him it won't fill him up but he said it wil.. he ended up wanting a takeaway after dat.. we were making fun of him and his salad.. aww, poor thing! lol went off to mat's place to watch a movie.. took us ages to actually decide on what movie to watch.. ended up watching dodgeball.. it was boring in the beginning but it picked up in the end. im officially the queen of Snaps!! i was only defeated when mat was playing but i won the other matches!! came back home and was so tired i just went to sleep! oh yeah ended up chatting with my mother til 5 in the morning! i was so dead and just went to sleep!
SubaG
1:26 pm
I want to blog each individual day for the week. Its my last week of my second year. I would have to say its been a different week. I've done things i have wanted to do from first year. bonded with people, watched movies, listened to songs and of course did my last minute packing! lol.. Well, i thought that i will spend monday doing my packing but then i stayed over at the Bradford uncles house on sunday so i woke up and spent some time in his place. i came to uni for two hours though.. Mat had his PP2 exam so i came back to see him in a suit and ask him how his exam went. i also had to go and hand in all the girls keys. so yeah it was allright.. That was such a boring day cuz all i did was sit and watch indian dramas. Its all the same stories as well.. someone having an affair or the mother in law is torturing the daughter in law and they'd portray the daughter in law as a superwoman!! this is indian drama for you! Came back and saw Mitesh and was talking to him for a bit. i got an Indian movie but didn't get round to watching it cuz meena came to my room and we were talking for a bit.. She had her dispensing exam the next day..
SubaG
1:10 pm
