I don't want to think about dat day actually. it was a really depressing day! i don't know what came over me? could be harmones!
watched a 2-D movie at the IMAX. it was nice for a change. Heena had two free tickets to the IMAX so we went to watch Mystic India. it was quite good. i just liked the scenery. then just was talking to her for a bit and came back to halls.
I thought i was going to see Mat before he left on Thursday morning but i didn't get to see him. Made me feel quite depressed actually cuz i just wanted to see him to da a proper bye before he left. i don't know i guess cuz he is like my stress reliever. i just like to talk nonsense to him and he just listens or he end up talking about random stuff and it takes my mind off things. I like the girls in halls and everyone is really nice but then you need a break from halls peolple and your surroundings as well. sometimes i feel like i want to go down a hole and start screaming and coming back up again. I gave him a proper goodbye when he left the last time and that was only for three weeks. I don't know why i made such a big deal out of it but what is done is done. there is no point crying over spilt milk. Everything happens for the best and probably it was good for me.
Mat has been my entertainment for the second year! its been good.. i mean laughs and insults and shisha and work and laughter. i always end up laughing when i speak to him.. its just stress free talk.. i know i won't ge this again next year! nothing ever stays the same. people change, situations and environments change and well its always best to enjoy the moment and make full use of it with no regrets!
My goal for the hols is to climb up my bottomless pit.....
SubaG
2:51 pm
