July's here already! Time does fly... I'll be getting my results this time next week.. i have got this panic attack just waiting for my results. the last time i felt this was for my driving... i can't run away from this feeling of fear.. i always end up feeling this way..I'm working in the pharmacy at the moment.. I have my good days and my bad days.. today was one of my bad days.. imagine being the only girl working in the dispensary.. the men just want to take advantage of me ---> making me do the work not in any other way!!! imagine talking to a guy and he just walks past you like u weren't speaking to him.. My patience is really being tested.. i ended up crying dat day cuz one of the guy is just really rude and he can't even see me as a person. i will be talking to him and he ignores me.. one time the pharmacist told me not to speak to dat guy if he continues to speak to me the way he speaks. *sigh* mitesh and meena have got their places in the hospital. silkstone advised me to apply to both those hospitals but i didn't want to because i didn't want to go against my friends.. i can't help thinking now whether i made the right decision cuz i rather be home not than stuck here and working in the pharmacy.. i mean its been good experience workin in the pharmacy but then i want to go back home and just relax and do nothing and be bored!! i haven't got a chance to do dat yet.. oh well, everything happens for a reason and it happens in my best interest... *hopefully* been going to work late for the past few days... can't get up in the morning.. i'm feeling sick at the moment... i think i am going to catch the flu... the weather here is so hot.. they don't have sir-cons or fans as well!! its so hot and im just burning!!!going to go to sleep soon... trying to get mitesh to tell me dat he likes meena but he's not budgin!! oh well.. respect his privacy!
SubaG
10:08 pm
