I sometimes wonder why we are so attached to our family members. Blood is thicker than water. Most of the arguments and misunderstandings happen between family members than our friends. i wonder if we are more tolerable with our friends than with our family. I am really scared with my patience. I think i might be loosing my patience as i am growing older.. I gues its cuz more responsibilities are pilled on me as the years are increasing. I was quite proud of myself for handling it so far. I used to be proud of my family. i just realised i had chosen the word ''used to' all my family members were understanding and everyone was doign things for everyone with no expectations. everything seems to be changing. i have aunts gossiping about other aunts and i have family members who are angry wit each other. i seem to be the dumping ground for most of them. they tell me their thoughts. i don't mind dat. i like to listen to peoples thoughts and see if i can help out or not. Its gets hard at certain points and i am sure god is testing me at every point. I guess dats why i want to stay at a bit of distant wit the family so dat i won't get involved with the politics. You notice the difference when one member of the family is gone.., people have changed, sometimes take things for granted. i just pray t god we will get back to the same family we once were when i was a child. we were filled with smiles and happiness and not ego, jealousy and hatred. i hope my aunt gets married soon cuz i think a family celebration is all we need to improve situation!!!
SubaG
4:42 pm
