Time flies but this is one of my favourite phrases. i just love to mention dat time flies!! it does indeed. i finished sitting for my resit. I have no comments about it.. I have sat for it and i guess i have tried my best. nothing else i can say. I really want to do pharmacy. i love doing what i am going to do. i think this is one job dat really fits me!! i hope i can continue through to the course.. This 11 days are really going to be nerve-wrecking. So many things have happened this hols. I have grown quite a bit i can say. Miss working in the pharmacy actually. been working there for the last two months, its a part of my daily routine. Everything happens for a reason and it works out for yout best interest! i keep saying it actually.. i'll be going to brunei next weekend! can't wait!! Its been over a year since I've been back home. Only god knows how i have been feeling these two months. I have to be so thankful to him to give me so much strength to overcome my obstacles. there were times when i just broke down in the tube or in the bus. i don't know what was going on with me at dat time. im booked to leave london on the 10th and arriving london on the 24th. its gonna be the best 14 days, hopefully *fingers crossed* Lubna is getting married next week.. she is going to me a married woman in less dan a year.. i don't knoow how she is going to be. its such a big step. i know the guy is right for her and everything. she is more dan ready for this marriage but it surely has made me thinking about my own life. i know i should be concentrating on my studies and my career but there is more to life dan work. I have never got to experience the other part of life yet. i mean i have felt dat speacial happiness when a guy pays attn to you but i have not been able to find dat 'bond' with a guy.. There are times when i feel like i am capable of doing everything by myself and i don't need anyone by myside.. There are sometimes when i feel i just want someone who is just there. there are times when you can say anything to your girl friends and they will always be there for you. I realised dat spending 10 mins wit dat special someone can really brighten up my day. I guess its one of those things dat cannot really be explained. i think i have been influenced by two of movies i just finished watching. i finished watching she's the man and the perfect man just now. it was a nice combination of movies. i just wanted to be by myself and watch some movies. i wanted to watch an asian movie. will be nice to just watch a three hour movie! lol.. there wasn't anything good though.. Well, its 1 30 in the morning, i should be sleeping actually and i thought i will blog a bit.. i got a feeling i keep repeating myself but i think i will return back to my original self when i know wats gonna happen to me and whether i will be able to go through to third year.
SubaG
1:06 am
